1989年1月18日那天 我见过一次死神 I died on January 18, 1989.
我抚养了三个孩子 I was the father of three children.
娶了个绝佳的妻子 The husband of a wonderful wife.
本有大好前途 A man with a great future.
那年我38岁 I was 38 years old.
你要来吗? You coming?
亲爱的你知道的 Oh honey, you know.
人家就是好奇嘛 It's not gonna stop me from asking.
叫六个学生跟着代课老师上课 I would feel so terrible having six new students
我有点过意不去 start with a substitute teacher.
我还是没法说服自己的老婆... I still can't even convince my wife to have a...
和自己共度一个美好的周末吗 A lovely weekend with her husband.
咱们可以睡个懒觉 约个客房服务... We can sleep in, order room service...
客房服务? Room service?
可能没有什么客房服务 但是... There probably isn't room service, but...
那咱们就买一点汉堡 Okay, then, we could, pick up some hamburgers
草蓦奶昔什么的 and some strawberry milkshakes.
哦... Ooh...
好吸引人 接着说 You're getting me. I'm listening.
营造一个舒适的调调 放点猫王情歌 Get all cozy. Put on some Love Me Tender.
温柔地爱我 Love me tender.
真实地爱我 Love me true.
嗨 老爸 Hi, Dad.
啊... Aw...
现在换成《监狱摇滚》啦 I think we're in the Jailhouse Rock now.
怎么样 睡得香吗? How you doing? Did you sleep well?
-香 -是吗? Uh-huh. Yeah. Yeah?
-你又长胖了吧 -是呀 I think you're heavier. Um, yeah.
-长个了吗? -没 Did you grow again? Um, no.
改天吧? Rain check?
改天陪你 IOU.
你哥哥去哪了? Where's your brother at, huh?
不知道 I don't know.
-不知道吗? -不的啊 You don't know? No.
抓住你啦 I gotcha.
-早安 怎么样? -挺好的 Good morning. How you doing? Good.
是吧 Yeah?
大家伙 时间不多了 All right, guys, there's not a lot of time.
尼科尔 吃饭的时候不要带狗狗 Nicole, no dogs eating at the table, please.
谢谢 亲爱的 Thank you, darling.
大家伙 时间不多了 All right, guys, there's not a lot of time.
抓紧吃饭 Eat your food real quick, please.
妈妈 我想来杯咖啡 Mom, I would love a cup of coffee.
爸爸要出门几天 Now, you know, Daddy's gonna be away for a couple of days, so...
1989年l月 In January of 1989,
我参加了休斯敦市松松郊区的教会会议 I attended a church conference in the Trinity Pines suburb of Houston,
会议旨在帮助协会浸信会成长壮大 where the focus was on the growth of the Union Baptist Church association.
我正在认真考虑开始新教会的事宜 于是就去参加了 I went because I was seriously considering starting a new church.
上帝在召唤我们 We know that God is calling to us.
向他人讲述天堂与天堂之路 To tell others about heaven and how to go there.
福音赞美诗从这发起 The gospel begins right here, right where we are.
口口相传 And it travels.
在每个社区口口相传 It travels to every neighborhood.
在更大的范围口口相传 Every continent.
而收获... And the prize...
嗯 Mmm.
我们由此的收获 The prize that we shall receive
即天堂 is heaven.
阿门 Amen?
阿门 Amen.
我没有想到 那天在场听讲的一些人 Little did I know that some of the people listening that day
后来会甘愿帮助我 would be there to help me later on.
你做了一些大多浸信会传教士永远都不会做的事 You know you did something Baptist preachers almost never do.
是吗 比如呢? Oh yeah, what's that?
你的讲话好短 You finished early.
早啊 J.V Well, good morning, J.V.
看来我想跟上你的步伐 可要加把劲了 it seems like I have to walk to talk to you.
那要看你有多加劲了 If you walk the walk.
我心脏病发作之后 时间观念就强了 I have to keep the ticker on track since my heart attack.
现在怎么样了? How's that going, by the way?
好多了 谢谢 A whole lot better, thank you.
真好 Oh, good.
有传言说 你在考虑开始新教会? Rumor has it that you're thinking about starting a new church?
你都已经有那么多成功的先例了 Well, you've started so many successful churches.
新教会的开始就和坐过山车似的 It's a roller-coaster ride, beginning a new church.
往前走几步 再往回退几步 Three steps forward, two steps back.
很有挑战性 有意义 但不乏挑战 It's challenging. Worthwhile, but challenging.
我看我是时候开始新圣会了 I believe it's time for me to start a new congregation.
我建议你 赶快想清楚 I would urge you to be certain
这是上帝想要你做的 that this is what God really wants you to do.
你也一定要考虑到家里人 And that your family's on board with the idea.
有时候 你的初衷 Sometimes what inspires you
到最后可能会有所改变 isn't what you end up doing.
要明确你自己的目的 It's about finding your purpose.
谢谢 Thank you.
就这样 That's it.
就是这么回事 明确目的 That's what it's all about. Finding your purpose.
不要被主观判断影响 And remember it's not about you.
非常感谢 谢谢你 J.V I appreciate that. Thank you, J.V.
十点了 It's 10100.
正好 On the dime.
你怎么样啊 亲爱的 How are you, darling?
我在批阅卷子呢 你那边怎么样啊? Grading papers. How's it going?
挺好 挺好 Good, good.
无论你身在何方 No matter where you are in the world
总是能做到每晚十点给我打电话 you always manage to call me at 10:00 every evening.
这算是习惯了 还是出于我对你的爱呢? Is it tradition or love?
是出于你对我的爱的习惯 Love of tradition.
说得漂亮 Very nice.
我和J.V·托马斯谈了谈开始新教会的事 谈得挺好的 So, I had a good chat with J.V. Thomas about opening a new church.
他蛮支持我的 He was very encouraging.
我敢说 今年有所成果是很有可能的了 I'd say there's a great chance that I can actually start something this year.
太激动人心了 我们百分百支持你 That's exciting. We're behind you loo%.
我得去哄双胞胎睡觉了 I think I'm gonna have to wrestle the twins to bed.
是吗 I don't know.
听上去尼科尔要长大了 That might be the sound of Nicole growing up.
天啊 她马上就十岁了 Oh, my. She'll be a teenager soon enough.
她都会自己点咖啡了 Well, she is ordering coffee now.
那倒是真的 That's right.
亲爱的 咱们该睡觉了 Well, my love, it's bedtime for all of us.
好吧 亲爱的 All right, darling.
晚安 我想你了 Have a good night,
好期待明天的重逢啊 and I miss you and I'll look forward to seeing you tomorrow.
我爱你 I love you.
晚安啦 Night, night.
晚安 Good night.
我记得 短短三周之前... I remember that only three weeks earlier...
我因为开车没系安全带 收到了一张罚单 I'd received a traffic ticket for not wearing a seatbelt.
那之前 我都没有系安全带的习惯 Until I received that ticket, I'd not usually worn my seatbelt,
但从那以后我就改变了自己的习惯 but after that, well, I changed my ways.
这个小小的动作 帮了大忙 That small act would be a crucial decision.
我信仰伟大的上帝 I believe in a great God.
信仰上帝之子耶稣 I believe in Jesus, the son of God.
信仰圣灵 I believe in the Holy Spirit.
信仰洗礼 I believe in baptism.
信仰宗教团体 I believe in communion.
信仰伟大的上帝 I believe in a great God.
死了 He's dead.
唐 嗨 Don, hi.
唐尼 真是个精神的小伙 Ooh, Donnie, you're so beautiful.
能听见我说话吗? Can you hear me?
按国家法律的规定 验尸官没有宣布我死亡之前 State law decreed that a coroner had to pronounce me dead,
我的尸体都不能被移开车祸现场 before my body could be removed from the wreck.
没有加急抢救的必要了 我都已经死了 There was no need for speed because I was dead.
没有脉搏了 I got no pulse.
没有脉搏了 We got no pulse at all. All right?
有人想负责吗? Does anyone want to call this thing?
我来吧 Yeah. I got it.
咱们把现场清一清 Hey, we need to clean this mess up
然后放行 so we can get this bridge open.
现在是12:15 Yeah, I got 12:15 now.
报告上说 车祸发生在上午11:45 According to the report, the collision occurred at 11:45 a.m.
现在已经是下午一点了 Well, it's 1:00 p.m.
嘿 那边怎么了? Hey, what's going on up there?
一辆卡车撞了辆小轿车 另外一辆也被撞飞了 A truck crashed into a car and another car over there.
还刮到了好多车 Multiple cars got hit.
警官 我是迪克·安瑞科 是个牧师 Officer, Dick Onerecker. I'm a minister.
有人受伤吗 我要为他们祈祷 Is there anybody here I can pray for?
有 那边两辆车里有几个人 Yeah, the people in those two cars over there.
他们被撞了一下但是没有大碍 They're shaken, but they're fine.
你乐意的话 可以去和他们聊聊 You can talk to them if you'd like.
那辆车子呢? 盖着防水布的那辆? What about the car up there? The one with the tarp over it?
你说那辆红色福特啊 那人已经死了 The man in the red Ford is deceased.
我要去为他祈祷 I'd like to pray for him.
我说了 他已经死了 Well, like I said, he's dead.
我知道听起来疯狂的很 但我要去为他祈祷 I know it sounds crazy, but I have to pray for him.
你要是坚持的话那就去吧 You know, if that's what you want to do, go ahead,
但是场面挺惨烈的 but I gotta tell you it's an awful sight.
他已经死了 防水布下面一团糟 He's dead, and it's a real mess under that tarp.
血流得到处都是 玻璃碎进了他的身体里 There's blood and glass everywhere, and the body's all mangled.
我得说一声 你可以去 I gotta warn you, you do what you want,
不过这样惨烈的场景你肯定没见过 but you've never seen anybody this bad.
我试试看能不能把他救过来 Try being a medic in Vietnam.
我只知道 上帝叫我来为你祈祷 I only know God told me to pray for you.
他很快就死亡了 没有脉搏了 He died instantly, there's no pulse.
上帝啊 我祈祷... God, I pray...
我刚到的时候他们就这么跟我说的 Yeah, that's what they said when I got here.
...他的罪恶被原谅 That his sins are forgiven.
我们尽力了 可能是冲击太大了直接导致死亡 We did everything we could, but the impact probably killed him.
他与你同在 上帝 And that he's with you, God.
验尸官到之前 We need to get the jaws of life ready
准备好救生颚 for when the coroner gets here.
没问题 Okay-
我祈祷 上帝 I pray. God
他对你的认知 that he knew you.
既为慈父 又为恩友 As father and as friend.
何处能寻这般恩友 What a friend we have in Jesus.
同尝一切苦与愁 AH our sins and griefs to bear.
我们弱点主都知道 All because we do not carry.
放心到主... Everything to God...
...座前求 DON:..to God in prayer.
感谢上帝 他在唱歌 Oh, praise God, he's singing!
他还活着 他... He's alive! He...
他还活着 还活着 He's alive! He's... He's alive!
你们说他死了 但是他在唱歌 The man... The dead man is singing in there!
是嘛? Really?
你从废车里爬出来就创了一项世界纪录哦 You just set a world record for exiting a wrecked car.
是真的 他还活着 你们觉得他死了... Listen to me, he's alive! The dead man...
先生... Look, sir...
我看了 真的死了 I know a dead guy when I see him. That man is dead.
他没死 他都唱歌了 Listen, he's alive. He was singing.
我们清楚得很 好吗? We know our business, okay?
嗯 Yeah.
他死了 He's dead.
听好了 Listen, look, look, look.
你们要是不再去好好看看 I'm gonna lay down on this bridge.
我就躺下任你们碾压 You're gonna have to run over me if you don't go check on him.
帮我一个忙好吗 去摸摸脉 Just do me a favor. Just check on his pulse.
拜托了 去摸摸脉就好 Please, just check his pulse, that's all.
-我去看看 -快去 I'll check on him. Come on.
谢天谢地 Praise God!
有脉搏了 We got a pulse!
耶 Yes!
快过来 Come on! Let's go!
搞定 We got you.
数到三一起 On three, fellas.
一 二 三 One, two, three.
咱们今天学了不少关于海豹的知识 是吧? We learned a lot about seals today, didn't we?
-是的 -是吧 Yes. I guess.
我想请大家画出 So, I would like for you to please draw
自己最喜欢的水下动物 your favorite underwater animal.
-可以吗? -可以 Can you do that? Yes.
怎么了? Yes?
-出来一下 -不行 还上着课呢 Come here. I can't. I'm teaching a class.
快来 有大事 Come anyway. It's important.
画得不错 安妮 That's good, Annie.
内尔老师叫你立刻去办公室找她 Mrs. Nell needs you in the office right away.
我帮你看班 I'll watch your class for you.
好吧 谢谢 Okay, thank you.
嗨 孩子们 Hi, kids.
我们马上送你去医院 We're gonna get you to the hospital soon.
你叫什么名字? Can you tell me your name?
听我说话 不要睡过去 好吧? Now, you just stay with me. Try to stay awake, okay?
请坐 Please, sit down.
唐出车祸了 Don's been in a wreck.
什么? 车祸? What? A wreck?
轻点 Easy.
呼吸还算顺畅 去弄两只大型的4-IV过来 Airway looks clear. We need to get two large 4-IVs in.
检查一下呼吸道 Check in the airway.
我很遗憾 I'm so sorry.
谢谢你 Thank you.
有什么消息吗? Have you heard anything?
还没 No, nothing.
谢谢你 Thank you.
右侧袖口剪开 两只IVs都从这边进去 Let's cut that right sleeve. Both IVs in there.
血压袖带也走这侧 And the BP cuff's gotta go on there, too.
准备好氧气 谢谢 Oxygen, thank you.
派珀先生 派珀先生 Mr. Piper. Mr. Piper.
我们会全力抢救你的 派珀先生 We're going to do all we can to save you, Mr. Piper.
唐已被送往下1-45号高速的亨茨维尔纪念医院 Don has been taken to the Huntsville Memorial Hospital just off the I-45.
他有意识了 她现在可以和他说说话 He's conscious. She should probably speak to him now.
情况看来不妙 It doesn't look good.
你想和唐说说话吗? Would you like to speak to Don?
当然想 Yes, I would.
要不是形式严峻 我们一般是不允许与病人交谈的 We don't let people speak to patients unless it's a grave situation.
好的 All right.
喂? Hello?
他自己拿不了电话 He's unable to hold the phone himself
我替他举在耳边 so I'm gonna put it up to his ear.
唐? 你怎么样了? Don? How are you?
真的很抱歉发生的这一切 I'm so sorry that this happened.
不能怪你 It's not your fault.
我只想回家去 伊娃 I just wanted to come home, Eva.
让我回家吧 Please let me come home.
让我回家吧 Please let me go home.
非常感谢 All right, thank you very much.
他们在做评测 They're doing an assessment.
做评测是什么意思? What do you mean... What is assessment?
评估一下他的伤势 然后平复一下他的心情 They need to assess his injuries and try to stabilize him.
唐可能会转院 There's a chance that Don may move hospitals.
我帮你带双胞胎 I'll take the twins home with me,
你就不用担心他们了 so you don't need to worry about the boys.
谢谢 Thank you.
嘿 我开车载你去医院 Hey, I'm driving you to the hospital.
不必麻烦了 No, no, that's...
没事的 我是自愿的 You don't have to. I want to drive you.
-谢谢 -没事 Thank you. Yeah.
他在迅速恶化 He's deteriorating rapidly.
搞不好挺不过今天下午 I don't think he's gonna survive the afternoon.
弄辆急救车来 把他送到休斯顿医院去 Put him in an ambulance and take him to Houston.
咱们这里器械不够完备 This facility isn't equipped.
要么用直升机送到赫尔曼医院去? Don't you think we should helicopter him to Hermann?
不行 这种天气飞不了的 No, nobody's flying in this weather.
我的病情在迅速恶化 As my condition was deteriorating rapidly,
大夫们决定 用急救车 it was decided to move me by ambulance for the 80-mile trip
把我送回八十英里开外的休斯顿赫尔曼医院 back to Houston's Hermann Hospital,
那里的创伤中心要更完善 which had a much better trauma center.
这时我依旧不知道 为什么上帝把我带了回来 Still, I kept wondering why God had brought me back.
嘿 你得做点什么啊 Hey, you gotta do something.
你有... 药吧 You gotta... Medicine.
给我弄点药吧 You gotta give me some medicine, please.
我能做的的都做了 I've given you all I can.
还不够 再来一点 No, you gotta give me more.
夫人 我是伊娃·派珀 Ma'am? My name is Eva Piper.
我丈夫唐纳德·派珀送过来了吗? Has my husband Donald Piper arrived?
他还在转院的路上 就快到了 He's in transit and should be here any moment.
-还没有到? -没呢 He's not here yet? No.
到了就会从那边进来 He'll be coming in from over there when he does.
唐 唐 我来了 Don, Don, I'm here.
他们会治好你的 They're gonna take good care of you.
听着 这事不能怪你 你会挺过去的 Listen to me, it wasn't your fault. You're gonna make it.
-夫人该走了 -你会挺过去的 Ma'am, we've gotta go. You're gonna make it.
你需要填写一下这些保险表 We need you to fill out these insurance forms.
谢谢 Thank you.
我知道唐的生日 I know Don's date of birth.
我不知道他的社保号 也不知道保险公司 I don't know his social security number or his insurance company.
扣除额度我也不清楚 I don't know the amount of the deductible.
一直都是唐负责这些 Don's always taken care of this.
我什么都不知道 I don't have the answers to any of this.
没关系 眼下这些都不是什么大事了 It's okay. It's okay. These are the easy questions for now.
我只知道 今天的晚礼拜是唐来主持 All I know is that Don is supposed to lead evening services.
本来他今晚是要讲道的 He's meant to preach tonight.
他们都办好了 They already have that covered.
我什么都不知道 I don't know any of this.
夫人 我知道的都填好了 但是我... Ma'am, I filled out what I could, but I don't...
这些我都不知道 明天告诉你吧 I don't have this information. I'll get it to you tomorrow.
没关系 我们每天都可以受理 That's okay. We deal with this situation every day.
谢谢 Thank you.
在伊娃最需要支持的时候 我们的朋友们和教会成员的出现 It was heartwarming to know that Eva had the support of our friends
暖心得很 and fellow church members in her hour of need.
已经超过一个小时了 It's been over an hour.
这种未知快要把我击垮了 I can't stand the tension of not knowing.
我得去看看 I'm gonna find out what's happening.
伊娃 伊娃... Eva, Eva...
我需要之情 I need answers.
-大夫? -什么事? Doctor? May I help you?
我想知道我丈夫唐纳德·派珀那边是什么情况 I'm trying to find out what's going on with my husband, Donald Piper.
没人出来找过你吗? No one's been out to see you yet?
没有 我什么都不知道 No, no one. I've heard nothing.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我是汤姆·格雷德 这次手术的骨科医师 I'm Tom Greider, the orthopedic surgeon on this.
跟我来 我带你看看目前的状况 Come on and I'll show you what's going on.
你丈夫伤势非常严重 Your husband is very badly injured.
我们正在尽全力抢救 We are doing everything we can to save him.
看见了吗? 不只是断开了 See this? It's not just broken,
都碎裂了 it's shattered.
他丢失了大量的骨架 肌肉和皮肤 He's missing significant amounts of bone structure, muscle and skin.
这是他的右膝 That's his right knee.
这才是左侧大腿骨该在的位置 And this is where the left thigh bone or femur should be.
该在? Should be?
他丢失的骨头不是一星半点 Well, he's missing a significant amount of bone.
有4.5英寸那么长 Four and a half inches.
还有 目测骨盆也碎裂了 Also, it seems that he has a cracked pelvis.
但是目前我们重点 But we're just gonna let that go for the time being
还是着眼于这些损伤 'cause we have to deal with these other injuries right away.
你看 As you can see,
连接他左腿下部与身体其他部分 only this soft tissue at the bottom part of his leg
只剩下腿下部这一小块软组织了 is connecting his whole lower left leg to the rest of his body.
你想去见见他吗? Would you like to see him?
想 Yes, I would.
来吧 Well, come on.
他打了大量麻药 不会回应你的 He won't respond to you. He's heavily medicated.
在出结果之前 我们还不能贸然治疗 We couldn't give him anything until we'd finished our examination.
他们马上就带他去做外科手术了 They're coming to take him to surgery now.
上帝啊... God...
帮帮我吧 God help me.
帮帮我们吧 Please help us.
我好怕 I'm so scared.
你总是帮助我们 现在拜托了 帮帮忙吧 You've always helped us. Now please, please help us.
帮帮我们吧 Please help us.
我知道他们要对你做什么 For I know the plans they have for you.
怎么帮助你恢复 Plans to prosper you.
不会伤害你的 And to not harm you.
会给你希望 给你未来 To give you hope and a future.
幸存是件难事 Survival was going to be difficult
天堂是如此辉煌 because heaven was so glorious.
嗨 爸爸 Hi, Dad.
好吧 Okay-
不怎么样 Not good.
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道 爸爸 I don't know, Dad.
明天我去找你和孩子们 I'll see you tomorrow with the kids.
我刚刚和唐的父母通过话 I just spoke to Don's parents.
他们后天才能到 They aren't getting here until the day after tomorrow.
我也爱你 再见 I love you, too. Bye.
一直都没人通知你任何消息 是因为一整夜我们都在忙着手术 The reason you haven't heard from us is 'cause we worked on him all night.
一整夜? All night?
十一个半小时 Eleven and a half hours.
好消息 The good news is that there's no sign
没有大脑损伤和内部损伤的迹象 of brain damage or internal injury.
我们固定住了他的左臂 给左腿做了牵引 We stabilized his left arm and put his left leg in traction.
我们会好好救他的 伊娃 We're taking good care of your husband, Eva.
他不会有事的 He's gonna be okay.
谢谢你 大夫 Thank you, Doctor.
医院小教堂里有好多人 There are a lot of people in the hospital chapel
都在为唐祈祷 praying for Don right now.
你还好吗? How you doing?
还好 Okay-
我知道现在讲不合适 I don't want you to think about this now,
但是你也该考虑下请一位律师的事了 but you should consider hiring an attorney.
在我漫长的恢复日子里 Enduring all that I had to go through,
没有人比伊娃承受了更重的压力 nobody put up with more than Eva.
每天早上六点她就起床了 She would rise every morning at 6:00.
匆匆忙忙去学校上课 之后又匆匆忙忙赶回我的床边 Rush to work at the school and afterwards hurry back to my bedside
夜夜陪护在我身边 where she stayed with me every night.
这样的压力 天天侵蚀着她 It was the same stressful routine day after day for her.
你伤得很严重 You're seriously injured.
我们对你做了核磁共振成像 看起来你的大脑没有受到损伤 We've done an MRI on you and it seems you've escaped brain damage.
我觉得我的疼痛已经超乎了人类能够承受的极限 I hurt more than I believe is humanly possible.
我们帮你缓解一下 We can help you manage that.
我想放松一下 I just want relief.
可以理解 I understand.
你家人来看你了 Your family's here to see you.
最难以接受的 就是叫我的家人 The hardest thing to endure was having my family,
尤其是我的孩子们 看见我这副样子 especially my children, seeing me in this physical state.
唐... Don...
没事的 孩子们 It's okay, boys.
去打个招呼吧 Say hi to your Dad.
尼科尔 Nicole.
我爱你 爸爸 I love you, Daddy.
我爱你 爸爸 I love you, Dad.
爱你 Love you.
克里斯 我好爱你 I love you, Chris, so much.
我就要参加一个情人节舞会了 I have a Valentine's Day dance coming up.
好激动啊 I'm very excited.
虽然我并不知道自己会不会找到舞伴 Although I don't know if I have a Valentine.
爸爸做你的舞伴 Daddy will dance with you.
爸爸 我得了两分 Two goals, Dad. That's what I got.
有一分不能算 One bounced off the pole.
-不好意思 该清洗身体了 -好吧 Excuse me. It's time for some cleaning. Okay.
马上咱们再见面 I'll see you guys soon.
好吧 再见 Okay, bye.
好了 All right.
来吧 Come on, guys.
去陪祖父母待一会好吗? Go be with your grandparents for a minute, okay?
听话 Be good boys.
马上再见 See you guys soon.
咱们的孩子是世界上最好的孩子 We have the best kids in the world.
当然 Yeah, we sure do.
嗨 你们怎么样了? Hi. How y'all doing?
你还好吗? 乔 You okay? Joe?
那就好 Okay-
伊娃 孩子们还是跟我们回家吧 Eva, I think the kids should come home with us.
我们在家附近给他们找个学校 We'll find a school for them close by.
这样你就不用 总是担心他们了 That way you won't have to worry about if they're being taken care of or not.
就可以全身心照顾唐了 Yeah, and that way you can focus fully on taking care of Don.
我先和唐商量一下... Let me talk to Don first...
我估计他现在也不能马上作出决定 I'm not sure if that's a decision he can make right now.
爸爸 Dad!
你们住的地方离这里有250英里 You live 250 miles away.
我们就不能天天见面了 We won't be able to see them every day.
我知道接受起来比较难 但是唐现在需要你 I know. I know it's gonna be tough, but Don needs you now.
什么时候你想见他们了 我们就把他们送回来 And we can bring the kids back anytime you want.
我最好还是和唐商量一下 It's best if I speak with Don.
-好吧 -行 All right. Okay.
嗨 Hi.
今天感觉如何啊? How you doing today?
嗯 Mmm.
感觉怎样? How you feeling?
我爸爸觉得 在你出院前 My dad thinks it would be better for them to take the kids back to Louisiana,
最好还是把孩子们带回路易斯安那 at least until we can get you out of the hospital.
我不太赞成 I don't think that's a very good idea.
我知道 I know.
但是对孩子们比较好 But it'll be better for them.
那样我就不用总是需要找人 Because that way I don't have to keep finding people
每天接送他们上下学了 to take them to school and pick them up every day.
嗯 我不赞成 伊娃 Mmm. It's not a good idea, Eva.
对我来说 It's going to be impossible for me
既要保证回学校上班 维持医疗保险的有效 to return to teaching school and maintain health insurance,
又要来这里陪护你 还要留出精力照顾小孩 基本上是不可能的 spend time with you and find the energy to take care of our children.
我不同意 No.
唐... Don...
除了叫我父母帮带小孩 咱们也找不到什么别的可行方案了 Letting my parents take the kids is the only sensible solution we have here.
嗯 Mmm.
我希望你能答应 I want you to agree.
咱们要是都同意 那就没什么事 I will find peace if we both agree to let them go.
我决定了 把他们送去我父母家 I'm sending them home with my parents.
欢迎光临麦当劳 想吃点什么? Welcome to McDonald's. Can I take your order?
两个干酪汉堡 Hi, yes, we will have two cheeseburgers,
两份奶昔 两份薯条 谢谢 two shakes and two fries, please.
谢谢 请到窗口 Thank you. Please go up to the window.
我一天不出院回家 Until it was time for me to come home,
伊娃就一天不睡在我们的大床上 Eva would never sleep in our bed.
沙发并不舒适 And that couch was not comfortable.
这我是知道的 我睡过沙发 I know, 'cause I've been there.
你好 我叫伊娃·派珀 Yes, hello, my name is Eva Piper.
我想请一名律师 I'm looking to hire an attorney.
佩拍夫人? Mrs. Pepper?
是派珀 Piper.
哦 不好意思 我是塞西尔·博蒙特 Oh! I'm sorry. I'm Cecil Beaumont.
见到你很高兴 Pleasure.
“博”你所爱 I am your Beau.
开始前 我有几个问题 Before we start, can I ask you a question?
请问 Yes.
你是怎么找到我的? How did you hear about me?
广告牌上看到的 在得来速餐厅边上有个标语 Billboard. There was a sign by a drive-thru.
看吧 标语 See there, a sign.
不知不觉闯入我们生活 还帮了一个大忙 Something we all need in a time of uncertainty,
你不觉得吗? don't you think?
你丈夫是被一辆从监狱开出的 Your husband was hit by a State truck
德州卡车撞到的 是吗? from the prison, is that right?
-没错 -棒 Yes. Cherry.
是犯人驾驶的吗? Driven by an inmate?
棒 Cherry.
法律是不允许犯人驾驶卡车的 Now, it's not illegal for them to let an inmate drive a truck.
监狱的头头们 居然叫一个 But it shows poor judgment on the part of those officials at the prison
没经验的毛头司机出来驾驶 to let an untested, inexperienced driver take control
一个18轮大型拖拉机拖车 真是太失误了 of an 18-wheel tractor trailer.
对我们有利极了 Triple cherry, ka-ching, jackpot!
我有几个朋友觉得 Several of my friends are concerned
肇事者可能会有所隐瞒 that there might be some kind of a cover-up
德州政府也不会承认是他驾驶的卡车 or that the State of Texas will try and deny who drove the truck.
你朋友们是律师吗? Well, your friends, are they attorneys?
-不是 -好吧 No. Okay.
你花钱买这样的法律建议还是蛮值的 Their legal advice is worth what you paid for it, okay?
事发现场附近 有被改动的 可能 There might be an attempt to alter the circumstances surrounding the accident.
可能性还不小 I mean, that's more likely what they'll do.
咱们叫他们输的落花流水 赔得片甲不留 You know, they're on the hook for a pretty big claim here.
可以想象 So, I think, we can assume
对方会受到重重的回击 a pretty stout pushback from the State of Texas.
立案吗? Do we have a case?
不好意思 Excuse me.
9-1-8是塔尔萨的区号吧? 9-I-8 is Tulsa, isn't it?
不好意思... 你是问... I'm sorry... You...
要不要立案吗? Did you just ask, "Do we have a case?"
夫人 要是不立案 我来这干嘛呢 Ma'am, I wouldn't be here if there wasn't a case.
“博”是“博”你所爱 I am your Beau.
“蒙”是承“蒙”厚案的“蒙” And "mont," as in you have a mont-umental case.
好像说起来不太顺 That's not that good, is it?
“蒙”是... "Mon" as in...
你这是个大案子 You have a monster case.
要么这么说... How about "mont" as in...
蒙大纳州那么大的案子 You have a case the size of Montana.
药费账单对你来说是天文数字 These medical bills are going to be astronomical,
你拿不出来吧? and you probably don't have the resources to cover that, do you?
是的 No, we don't.
孩子们怎么样? How are the children doing?
今天谁来做饭前祷告啊? EVA'S Who wants to say grace tonight?
昨天是尼科尔做的 男孩子你们呢? Nicole said it last night. Boys?
呃... Um...
乔? 克里斯? Joe? Chris?
克里斯 你是哥哥你先来吧 Chris, you go ahead. You're older.
我才比他早出生十分钟 Like 10 minutes older.
那你也是先出生的 是吧? Well, then you have a head start, right?
感谢上帝 赐给我们桌上的食物 Thank you, Father, for the food on our table,
请保佑我们的父亲 and please look over our dad,
还有... and...
请允许我和弟弟今天不写作业吧 And for allowing me and my brother to skip our homework tonight.
上帝才不会答应呢 Well, this father's not going to allow that to happen.
但你会答应 Oh, yes, you are.
需要帮助吗? Can I help you?
你听起来挺痛苦的 You sounded like you were in great pain.
你说什么? What are you talking about?
你都叫出声来了 You cried out.
上帝啊 你使我复生 就是遭受这些的吗? God, is this what you brought me back for?
没错 亲爱的 就是为了来见我的 Yes, dear, you came back to me.
呼吸 All right, breathe.
深呼吸 Deep. Deep breath.
用力 Deepen
再来一次 Another.
好了 帮你准备一下 All right. Let's get you ready.
准备什么? For what?
呼吸 Taking a breath.
一直戴着好吧 You need to leave this on, all right?
很好 That's good.
上帝啊 Oh, God.
拜托了 上帝 Please, God.
我是霍金斯大夫 I'm Dr. Houchins.
我看你已经不呼吸了 You stopped breathing on my watch.
我看不下去了 I won't be undefeated.
我来帮你恢复练习 All right, let's get you into a position to win.
深呼吸 All right, take a deep breath.
别放弃 加油 Don't give up now. Keep trying.
你听到没? 快 呼吸 快 Did you hear what I said? Do it now! Breathe! Do it!
咳嗽 呼吸 然后咳嗽 Cough, breathe and cough. Do it!
快 呼吸... Do it! Breathe...
你必须听我的 快点 呼吸 This is not a negotiation. Do this right now. Breathe.
我做不到 I can't.
行吧 那就算了 All right. Don't do it.
你要是不自主呼吸 用不了多久 If you don't start breathing, and soon,
我就给你配一部呼吸机 I'm gonna have to resort to a ventilator.
你不会喜欢的 You won't like that.
霍金斯大夫虽然行为粗暴 What Dr. Houchins might have lacked in bedside manners,
但激将法是我坚定了信念 he made up for in sheer bulldog determination.
他只是想要曾经放弃的我呼吸而已 He simply wanted me to breathe. And I had stopped trying.
唐... Don...
你得呼吸啊 You gotta breathe.
拜托了 就算是为了我好吗 Please, can you breathe? For me?
你连试都不试一下 You're not even trying.
呼吸呀 Breathe!
比利 Billie.
萨奇 Sarge.
-他在这边 -你还好吗? He's this way. How are you doing?
挺好的 Well enough.
唐就在里面 他情况已经稳定了 他见到你们一定会很高兴的 Don's just through here. He's stable. I'm sure he'd love to see you.
我... 我不忍心看 I can't... I just can't. No.
没事的没事的 跟我来吧 Okay, that's okay. It's all right. Here, come with me. Come here.
我知道 我妈妈看见我这样 一定很不好受 I knew my mother would have the most difficult time seeing me in this condition,
我住院期间 她一步都没踏进我的病房 and never entered my room during the entire stay in the hospital.
我妈妈不想眼看着自己的儿子成了这样 No mother would want to see her son like that.
我得打个电话 马上回来 I've got to make this phone call, okay? I'll be right back.
大卫 我不知道该怎么办了 David, I don't know what to do.
他妈妈甚至连走进病房都受不了 His mom can't even be in the same room with him.
都快崩溃了 She's devastated.
要是不弄出什么动静 他是不会挺过去的 He's not gonna make it unless something happens.
你和克利夫是唐最好的朋友 You and Cliff are Don's best friends.
他不呼吸 He won't breathe.
他拒绝呼吸 He refuses to breathe.
这世界上他只听你的了 You're the only other person in the world who will make him listen.
好 我尽快赶到 All right, I'll be there as quick as I can.
三小时左右吧 Probably around three hours.
谢谢 Thank you.
这是一位经历了三次战争的美国英雄 An American hero of three wars.
二战 朝鲜战争 越战 World War H, Korea and Vietnam,
这就是我的父亲 that was my father.
儿子 Son,
我愿承受一切代价 为你分担苦痛 I'd give anything to trade places with you.
谢谢你能赶过来 大卫 David, thank you for coming.
在这边 It's this Way.
大卫·金泰尔是我最好的哥们 David Gentiles was my best friend.
他和我一样 是位受命教长 Like myself, he was an ordained minister
是我有生之年认识的最忠诚的人 who was, by far, the most loving human being I had ever known.
你做得到的 You're gonna make it.
你必须要做到 都下了这么多功夫了 You have to make it. You've made it this far.
我没有什么动力了 I don't know that I want to make it.
你一定要做到 You have to.
不是为了你自己 也为了我们 唐 Not for yourself, then hold on for us, Don.
我好累 I'm tired.
我已经尽力了 I fought all I can
要是死就死了吧 and I'm ready to die.
那你就歇着 Well, then you won't have to do a thing.
都交给我们来做吧 We'll do it for you.
我们不会让你死的 We won't let you die.
你懂了吗 唐? Do you understand that, Don?
我们会整夜祈祷 We're gonna pray all night.
我会叫上所有人 I'm gonna call everybody I know who can pray.
我告诉你 所有关心你的人 I want you to know that all of us who care about you,
都会彻夜不睡 为你祈祷 will be up all night in prayer for you.
交给我们了 We're taking over from here.
尽管放心吧 We're gonna take care of this.
他状况不佳 He's in bad shape.
意志也比较脆弱 Emotionally, there's no will to live.
我们还能做些什么? What is there left for us to do?
祈祷 Pray.
天生我材必有用 We all have talents.
大卫善于组织 David's was organizing.
他只需动动手指发个传真 He was able to rally churches from all over the world to pray for me
就可以召集全世界的教会为我祈祷 simply by faxing them.
我爸爸什么时候会好起来? How long will my dad be like this?
需要一些时日 Well, it's gonna take some time to heal.
我能做的的只是合掌祈福 All I do is press my palms together.
也并没有什么作用 It's not doing anything.
我妈妈不会因此舒展愁眉 我爸爸也不会因此瞬间康复 It's not making my mom happier, or my dad better.
亲爱的 不要放弃 Well, honey, you gotta keep praying.
你知道的 You know what they say about faith.
希望不寄托于信念 You can have hope without faith,
但是信念寄托于希望 but you can't have faith without hope.
我爱你 Grandma loves you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
亲爱的去睡吧 My sweet baby, I want you go to sleep now, okay?
我爱你 明早见 I love you. I'll see you in the morning.
伊娃 Eva.
早 大夫 Morning, Doctor.
唐双肺感染肺炎 Don has developed pneumonia in both lungs.
要是不能叫他呼吸 If we can't do something about his breathing,
我们就要采取一些激烈措施了 we're gonna have to do something else drastic.
有多激烈? How drastic?
将骨外固定仪稳固好 The llizarov device stabilizes
要是能做到 当然做到的可能性是蛮大的 and then at the same time, if successful, which is a huge if,
它的工作原理是拉住骨头两侧 进行拉伸 what it does is it stretches the bone by pulling on both ends.
将原有破损部位与连接体脱离 See, new bone is created
新的骨头才会生长出来 by actually breaking the leg above and below the original breaks.
我们把断骨贴合 We push the broken ends closer and closer together
就会形成新的大腿骨 until they meet and then they form a new femur.
-这样管用吗? -原理就是这样 Will that work? That's just it.
能否起作用还不好说 I can't guarantee that it'll work.
他一直是卧姿 We can't give him the kind of breathing treatments he needs
就没法有效进行呼吸治疗 as long he's in the prone position.
我们得叫他坐起来 See, we have to elevate him.
这样就只有两种选择 And that leaves us with two choices.
一种是截肢 One is that we amputate the leg.
另一种 就是试试骨外固定仪 And the other is that we try this llizarov device,
也叫固定器 which is called the fixator.
在以往的操作中 病人在决定用这种方式之前 People take sometimes months of counseling
可能会花上几个月的时间问这问那的 before they allow this device to be used on them.
显然 这次我们时间不是很允许 And of course, in Don's case, we don't have that kind of time.
有保住腿的可能吗? But there is a chance to save the leg?
是有的 There is a chance.
失陪一下 May I have a moment, please?
请便 Of course.
我都不知道你回家了 I didn't realize you were home.
带孩子们回来拿点东西 Brought the kids by to pick up a few things.
这里都没有家的样子了 也没有温暖的招呼 It doesn't feel like a home. There's no, "Hi, Mom."
伊娃 会好起来的 Eva, it's gonna get better.
还能再糟一点吗? But how much worse?
我们拿不出钱了 We can't pay for anything.
家里也一团糟 This house is a mess.
他可能回不来了 He might not come home.
会活下来吗? Will he even survive?
或许再也不能走路了 He might never walk again.
我好怕 I'm so afraid.
会好起来的 It's gonna be fine.
我们是一家人 我们共度难关 We're gonna get through this together as a family.
这才是一家人的意义 That's what families do.
嘘... Shh...
我在 I'm here.
没事的 没事的 It's okay. It's okay.
没事的 It's okay.
这什么东西? What is that?
可以帮助你骨头生长 It's a bone-growth device.
什么东西? What is that?
固定器 A fixator.
格雷德大夫说 要想保住腿 只能试试这种办法了 Dr. Greider says it's the only chance we have to save your leg.
好吗? Okay? Shh...
那些杆子直接插进我的腿里? And those rods go all the way through my leg?
-是一种新... -和胳膊里? It's a new... And my arm?
是一种新技术 It's a new technique.
我相信会有用的 I believe it's worth the risk.
你为什么同意他们这么对我? Why did you let them do this to me?
啊? Huh?
很不幸 这是当时 Unfortunately, these were the only fireworks
我们的婚姻生活中唯一的一次烟火了 left in our marriage at this point.
演出结束了 Rodeo's over.
烟火开始了 Fireworks are on.
伊娃想的是 Eva's decision to keep my leg
我要保住双腿才能继续和孩子们一起滑雪骑车 was so that I could continue to enjoy skiing and biking with the children.
我想想就会后悔 为什么当时要那样对她说话 I always felt bad about how I spoke to her that day.
试着控制你的呼吸 Try to control your breathing.
慢点 Slow it down.
可以叫出来 You can scream if you want.
放松 Easy.
好疼 This pain...
我知道 I know.
快好了 Almost done.
早 大夫 Good morning, Doctor.
我还要忍多久? How long do I have to endure this device?
还要多久... How long before I...
我才能知道这玩意管不管用? I know if it works?
要多久我才能走路? How long before I can walk again?
几个月吧 A few months.
几个是多少? How few?
要很久 甚至更久 Many months. Maybe more.
可能会几年吗? You mean possibly a few years?
可能一年就好 我还不好说 A year maybe. I really don't know.
还不好说 我能不能保住四肢吗? And there's no guarantee that I'm gonna be able to keep these limbs?
不好说 No guarantee.
如果你中途感染 那就只能截肢了 You could develop an infection and we'd have to amputate the leg.
也就是说 有可能我忍了好几个月 到头来还是保不住腿? So, I could endure this for months and still end up with no leg?
我希望你的左臂能恢复得好 I'm hoping your left arm has a better chance.
我们从你的右侧骨盆取骨接入你的左前臂 We took bones from your right pelvis and put them into your left forearm.
就好比 钻井取油之前 It's kinda of like taking core samples
要先定点实验一下 when you're drilling for oil, as an example.
明天我们要把派珀先生转到圣史路加医院 We're going to have to move Mr. Piper to Saint Luke's tomorrow.
为什么要转院? Why do we have to move him?
唐应该可以继续在这接受治疗吧 I believe Don should be able to stay here.
是的 I agree.
但是这事不归我管 But this is out of my hands.
我已经尽力帮忙了 I've done everything I know to prevent this from happening.
但还是没有办法 But I can't stop it.
医院这边出状况了 There's a situation at the hospital.
我们的保险已经不够支付唐的治疗费用了 Our insurance no longer covers Don's treatment here.
你有办法帮我吗? Is there anything you can do?
直接回答 I need answers.
当然 Yes, of course you do.
“博”你所爱 你在医院吗? I'm your Beau. You at the hospital?
在 Yes.
去咖啡厅等我 Meet me in the cafeteria.
我试过了 但是负责人态度很坚决 I tried but the administrator's right.
不肯让步 They're not gonna budge.
你什么都做不了吗? There's nothing you can do to change things?
主要是 保险公司能付给医院什么 It's about what the hospital can get from the insurance company.
那咱们的案子怎么办? 怎么解决? What about our case? Our settlement.
我有一个好消息一个坏消息 Well, I've got good news and I've got bad news,
坏消息占了上风 but the bad news takes out the good news,
所以就算是只有坏消息吧 so all we're left with really is bad news.
什么坏消息? What?
在德州 德州政府可以替其雇员受处罚 Well, in Texas, state employees are indemnified by the State of Texas.
所以呢? Okay, how does this affect us?
在这样的案子里 Well, the State, in this case, Texas,
德州政府对所有诉讼案件的理赔额度 has put a cap on all damages that are able to be collected
做出一个上限 in any lawsuit against the State.
也就是25万美元 And the cap is $250,000.
现在的问题是 保险公司是有代位权的 Now, insurance companies, they have subrogation rights.
也就是说 他们会赋予 Which means that they're gonna put a lien
诉讼案件中任何形式的索赔处理 against any kind of claim and settlement
或是获得的全部资金留置权以支付医疗费用 or any funds received from a lawsuit to cover their medical expenses.
换句话说 In other words,
你的保险公司会拿走所有的钱 your insurance company is gonna take all the money.
也就是说 唐什么都得不到? Don will receive nothing?
恩 No.
我的一个朋友曾经问过我 You know, I had a friend one time, he asked me,
在你穷困潦倒的时候 he said, "What kind of cookies you bake"
你会选择烘烤哪种饼干 "when you don't have any money?"
我说“我不知道 怎么了? ” I said, "I don't know, what?"
他说“酥饼” He says, "Shortbread."
不幸的是 这次我们真的无计可施 Unfortunately, Don's gonna have to bake shortbread cookies on this one.
他被货车撞到 都比现在这种情况好 He'd have been better off if he'd been hit by a Budweiser truck.
那样的话 我们能得到一大笔赔偿金 And then we'd all be talking about millions of dollars.
兄弟 我能把我的名片给你吗 Partner, can I give you that card?
你过来 就是为了告诉我这些吗 You show up here just to tell me this?
我们要怎么做 How we gonna do this?
他坐救护车 We'll take him by ambulance.
你可以开自己的车 You can drive your car.
即使圣路加只5个街区以外 Even though Saint Luke's was only five blocks away,
因为我胳膊和腿上绑着固定器一路上还是艰辛重重 it was such a painful move with the fixators on my leg and arm.
车子每颠簸一次 我都疼到了骨子里去 Every bump resonated through my bones.
伊娃很坚强 Eva stayed strong,
看着我受苦 她强忍住没哭 tried not to cry out as she watched me go through this.
这里没那么漂亮 It's not very pretty here.
这里环境不是很好 抱歉 It's not ideal. I'm sorry.
我真的很抱歉 唐 I'm so sorry, Don.
那天一定是阴天 When they picked this color blue,
他们才选择蓝色作为墙背景的 it must have been a cloudy day.
派珀先生 派珀夫人 Mr. Piper, Mrs. Piper,
-你们今天怎么样 -嗨 你好 how you guys doing today? Hi there.
-谢谢 -不错 不错 Thank you. Good, good.
我给你送来了止痛药 派珀先生 I've got some relief for you, Mr. Piper.
我会好好照顾你的 好吗 I'm gonna take good care of you, okay?
胳膊伸过来 Let me just have that arm.
我会把这条线接上去 I'm gonna just hook this up for you.
这会让你感觉好很多 And this will make you feel a lot better.
好了 All righty.
很简单 派珀先生 This is real simple, Mr. Piper.
你觉得自己疼的受不了的时候 All you need to do is,
别担心 anytime you feel you need some relief,
这个可以帮你止痛 this will just take it all away for you.
你只需要按这个按钮 All I need you to do is push this little button here
药就会被输入你体内 好吗 and it releases medication, all right?
有需要就叫我 And just call me if you need me.
好吗 派珀先生 All right, Mrs. Piper?
-谢谢 -恩 不用谢 Thank you. All right, you're welcome.
派珀夫妇 你们今天怎么样 Mr. and Mrs. Piper, how you doing today?
挺好的 谢谢 We're fine, thank you.
很好 Good.
他呢 And how about him?
嘿 派珀先生 Hey, Mr. Piper.
你今天吃过饭了吗 So, have you eaten today?
恩? Hmm?
你今天接受治疗了吗 Did you have therapy today?
格雷德医生来过了吗 Did Dr. Greider come by?
恩 Mmm.
你今天解决一号了吗 Have you had a bowel movement today?
怪不得你这么不开心 Maybe that's why you're so grumpy.
好吧 我过会再回来检查 All right, I'll be back later to check up on you.
有需要就叫我 Just let me know if I can get you anything.
谢谢 Thank you.
不用谢 You're welcome.
你为什么不说话 Why don't you talk?
我不知道你在想什么 I can't figure out what's going on inside of you.
你怎么了 What happened to you?
和我说话啊 Talk to me!
唐 回答我 Don, answer me!
我就坐在你面前 拜托了 I'm sitting right here, please.
你为什么不回答我 Why aren't you answering me?
你去哪里了 Where do you go?
我找不到你了 You're not even here anymore.
你有什么心事吗 Is there something you want to tell me?
我丈夫去哪了 Where's my husband?
他不在这 He's not here.
我好想他 I miss him.
要我帮你接吗 Should I get that for you?
要我帮你接吗 Should I answer that for you?
哈喽 Hello?
唐还好吗 "How's Don?"
他不说话 He doesn't talk.
他躺在这 什么都不在乎 He lies here and he doesn't seem to care.
嗨 爸爸 Hi, Dad.
-我过会打回去 -好的 Let me call you back. Okay.
那是什么 What's that?
我知道我应该因为自己还活着心存感激 I know I should have been grateful to be alive.
我看到谁都闷闷不乐 My downcast attitude was taking its toll on everyone.
但是我感觉 好像少了什么东西 But I just felt like something was missing
我不值得活着 and I didn't deserve to be here.
嗨 爸爸 Hi, Daddy.
好了 孩子们 我们该继续赶路了 Okay, kids, it's time to get on the road.
不要让你们的爸爸太累了 We need to not tire out your father.
没关系 爸爸 It's okay, Dad. I'm gonna take them
我带他们去一楼的麦当劳吃点东西 on the first floor to the McDonald's.
走吧 走吧 宝贝 Come on. Come on, baby.
走吧 Come on.
你还好吗 妈妈 Are you okay, Mom?
恩 Yeah.
我从来不知道汉堡和薯条会这么美味 I never would have dreamed that a cheeseburger and fries would be so good.
我爱上薯条了 I'm in love with French fries.
你爱上薯条了吗 You're in love with French fries?
我也是 Me, too.
你觉得爸爸会回来和我过生日吗 Do you think Dad will be home for my birthday?
希望他会 I hope so.
我知道他很想回去陪你 I know he wants to.
外公说不做作业 就不带我们去湖边玩 Grandpa makes us do our homework before we go to the lake.
他是对的 As he should.
但是他不会像你一样 教我们做功课 But he doesn't help us like you do.
唐 Don.
我是过来对你说晚安的 I came to say good night.
你不想对我说晚安吗 You don't want to say goodnight?
我受够你这种态度了 I am tired of this.
你好像什么都不在乎了 You don't seem to care about anything.
你不在乎 你现在和我们在一起 You don't care that you're back here with us.
你也不在乎 孩子们过来看你 You don't care when the children come and visit you.
你不想和我一起变老了 You don't want to grow old with me.
你不想看着孩子们结婚 Or see the children get married.
你都不在乎 You don't care.
你按下按钮 痛苦就会停止 You can take your pain away with that button,
但现在让每个人都很痛苦 but you are causing it to everyone else.
欢迎光临麦当劳 你想吃些什么 Welcome to McDonald's. Can I take your order?
抱歉 我们不卖那个 Sorry, that's not on the menu.
上帝 Lord...
噢 上帝 Oh, God,
为什么你要这样对我 does it really have to be like this?
身体的疼痛 The pain of the injuries,
我能承受 I can handle that.
看见那些爱我关心我的人 Even seeing the pity and the helplessness
眼中的同情和无助 in the eyes of the people who love me and care for me,
我也能承受 I can get through that.
但是如果我真的永远瘫痪了 But if this is as good as it's ever gonna get...
我不想做一个累赘 I don't want to be a burden.
我只不过是想回艾文 但是你把我送到了天堂 I was just trying to get back to Alvin, and you took me to heaven.
你为什么不能送我回去 Why can't you take me back?
现在 Now.
我想回天堂 I want to go back to heaven.
我的家 My home.
天堂现在才是我的家 My home is heaven now.
噢 耶稣 让我回家吧 求你了 Oh, Jesus, let me come back home, please!
求你让我回家 Please let me come back home.
在你住院这段时间 Well, South Park hired me to be your interim
教堂让我先顶替你 while you're incapacitated,
所以 现在我又重回岗位了 so I guess you can say I'm out of retirement.
需要我帮你拿本杂志吗 Can I get you a magazine?
你想喝杯奶昔吗 Would you like a milkshake?
吃个汉堡怎么样? How about a hamburger?
你这段时间瘦了很多 孩子 You lost quite a bit of weight, son.
想要我读圣经给你听吗 Would you like for me to read to you from the Bible?
或者其他书也可以 我都无所谓 Or any other book, for that matter.
真不用 Really, no.
谢谢你过来看我 Thanks for coming.
你知道吗 你真的该好好反省一下 You know, you really need to get your act together.
先生? Sir?
你需要好好反省自己 You need to get your act together.
你现在脑子很糊涂 You're not doing a very good job right now.
我不知道你什么意思 I'm not sure I understand.
你还是个满腔怒火的伪君子 Besides that, you're a raging hypocrite.
我不知道你在说 I don't know what you're talking...
有这么多人如此关心你 You got all these people out there who care so much for you
你却什么都不知道 and you have no idea how much they love you.
-我知道他们爱我 -噢 真的吗 I know they love me. Oh, really?
恩 Yeah.
但是你并没有让他们知道 Well, you're doing a pretty poor job of
你知道他们是爱你的 letting them know you're aware of that fact.
你对他们的态度不对 I don't think you're treating them right.
他们无法治好你 Now, they can't heal you,
是因为他们无能为力 but they would heal you if they could.
如果他们可以和你交换处境的话 他们中很多人都会愿意的 And if they could trade places with you, many of them would do that.
-恩 -他们会毫不犹豫地帮助你 Yeah... And do anything for you without any waver.
我不要他们为我做任何事 I don't want them to do anything.
事实是 我都不希望他们过来 Truth is, I don't even want them to be here.
他们为什么要来 I'd just as soon they not come.
我知道我给他们带来了很多麻烦 他们也有自己的生活 I know it's inconvenient. They must have better things to do.
这些我都知道 I know that!
为什么我会希望别人来看我 Why would I want anyone to come see me like this? Huh?
瞧瞧我现在这个样子 It's awful!
这不是由你决定的 It's not your call.
他们不是为了你才来的 It's not about you.
你大半辈子都在 You spent the better part of your life
给别人布道 trying to minister to other people.
你总是热心帮助别人 Trying to be there for their needs.
你总是在别人遇到困难的时候 伸出援助之手 And to be there for them through difficulty and tragedy.
我尽力了 I've tried to.
但是现在 你却不给别人帮你的机会 And yet you have deprived them of doing the same thing for you.
他们能为你做的就只有这个了 唐 And that's all they have to offer you, Don.
你把他们唯一能为你做的事情都拒绝了 And you're taking that gift away from them.
我很感激他们 I appreciate them.
真的 我知道他们想帮我 我觉得他们真的很善良 但是 I do. I know they want to help and I think that's very fine and all, but...
没有但是 But nothing!
现在 我要你接受他们 你听见了吗 Now, I want you to let them in, you hear me?
你得接受他们 You're going to let them in
让他们帮你 and let them help you.
我做不到 I can't.
如果你觉得你自己做不到的话 Well, if you don't feel like you can for yourself,
就当帮我个忙 what about doing it for me?
下一次别人进门 What about next time somebody walks through that door
想要帮你 我不在乎他想要做什么 and wants to do something for you, I don't care what it is,
答应他 say yes.
让别人 Let a few folks
为你做点事情 让他们告诉你他们对你的爱 express their love by doing something for you.
向我保证 你会这么做 I mean, promise me that you'll do that.
就 Just“.
听着 Look.
为了我 试一试 Try it for me.
你真的需要努力 You're gonna need to get better at this.
这就是上帝想要告诉你的信息 Now, this is one of the lessons that God wants you to learn.
好吧 我保证 All right, I promise.
别人的帮助是上帝回答你 People are God's hands to meet your needs
祷告的方法 and answer your prayers.
在找到好房子前 我们要耐心点 We'll just keep looking till it feels right.
我们要找哪种房子 What kind of house are we looking for?
恩 Well...
简单一点的 方便活动点的 Probably something one story, manageable to get around in for Dad.
爸爸会坐轮椅吗 Is Dad gonna be a wheelchair?
恩 不过只有一段时间而已 Yeah. For a little while.
随着我的医疗费用越来越高 As the medical bills were mounting,
伊娃帮我们找了一座便宜点的房子 Eva looked for a house that we could afford,
房子活动也很方便 为了在我出院后 帮助我更好地适应 that would accommodate my needs once I was discharged from Saint Luke's.
嘿 嘿 嘿 你在这儿呢 Hey, hey, hey, there he is.
给你带了点东西 Got something for you.
我来吧 看样子你需要我帮忙 Look, let me do it. Looks like you need my help.
你今天好吗 How are you today?
又不和我说话了吗 Not speaking to me again?
好吧 是封信 Okay. It's a letter.
信里说 嗨 你好 我们有很多共同点 It says, "Hi, there, we share wrenches."
幸运的是 我们的固定器是通用的 "Fortunately for both of us, our fixators are interchangeable."
我们可以互相借用零件 "And we can borrow tools from one another."
真可爱 瞧瞧 这里有个笑脸 That's so cute. Look at that. It's a happy face.
这是谁写的 Who is this?
噢 克里斯蒂 Oh, this is from Christy.
克里斯蒂是你隔壁的一个年轻女孩子 Christy is a teenage girl that lives in the next room.
她生下来两条腿就不一样长 She was born with one leg shorter than the other.
所以她和你一样 不得不使用骨外固定器 So, she had to have surgery to attach the llizarov frame like yours
这样她的两条腿才能一样长 so that both legs would be of normal size.
她也用固定器吗 She has a fixator too?
她说 She goes on.
我们还有一个共同点 疼痛 "And we share something else too. Pain."
晚上有时候我可以听见你的喊叫 你估计也听见我叫了 She says, "I hear you scream at night sometimes, as you probably hear me too."
尽管护士说 你从不承认 "Although our nurse says that you don't admit to it."
别 别 别杀我 Don't... Don't... Don't shoot me now.
我只是个送信的 派珀先生 I'm just the messenger, Mr. Piper.
然后 她接下来说 And she goes on and says,
你不是一个人在战斗 祝好 克里斯蒂 "You're not alone. Sincerely, Christy."
太感人了 That is so sweet.
你能帮我拿下纸和笔吗 Can you get me a pen and paper please?
如果你会报答我的话 I can if you acknowledge me.
你终于笑了 There you go.
我很喜欢 I like that.
好了 我马上回来 All right. I'll be right back.
你真棒 That's my boy.
亲爱的克里斯蒂 "Dear Christy,
我曾经自怨自艾 痛苦不堪 "in some of my worst moments of self-pity,
我以为自己再也无法做一个正常人了 "I think of never being normal again.
我相信 当你病好后 "I believe that when all of the pain is over,
克里斯蒂 你会重新变成一个正常的女孩子 "Christy, you will be a normal young woman.
你可以玩耍 跑步 和其他青少年一样 "You will play and run and do everything a normal teen can do.
将来的你 会感谢现在勇敢的自己 "You're doing something that positively impacts the rest of your life.
不要放弃信仰 "Keep the faith.
祝好 唐 "Kindest, Don.
附言 "P.S.
上帝不会给予你承受不了的痛苦 "If God brings you to it,He will bring you through it.".
很快你就可以出院了 It's not long before you go home.
现在是第一步 This is your first step in that direction.
恩 Mmm.
我很想吐 My first step is wanting to vomit.
恩 这种情况很正常 Yeah, nausea will get you every time.
你的平衡能力减弱了 Your equilibrium has changed.
你已经习惯了躺着 You've grown used to being in a horizontal position.
上次借你的工具还给我 I'd like my tools back.
嗨 我是克里斯蒂 你好久不联系的笔友 Hi, I'm Christy, your long-lost pen pal.
我朋友们都叫我 单脚跳卡西迪 Or Hopalong Cassidy, as my friends say.
嗨 DON; Hi.
我是唐 I'm Don.
你怎么样? How are you?
挺好的 Could be worse.
怎么更糟? How's that?
好吧 你说得对 现在已经够糟了 Okay, you got me. It can't get much worse.
凌晨3点把《脱线家族》（一部美剧） 一遍又一遍反复看 The endless reruns of The Brady Bunch at 3:00 a.m.
恩 我希望我的烦恼是 Yeah, well,I wish my only problem was getting
像玛西亚（剧里人物）一样被橄榄球砸到脸 hit in the face with a football like Marcia.
鼻子断了没事 至少我还能跳舞 I'd take a broken nose to dance normal.
会有那一天的 You'll dance.
搬家时来帮忙的都是真朋友 Only the truest friends show up when you have to move.
相信我 这就和度假一样 Trust me, this is a vacation.
噢 度假? Oh, vacation?
恩 我孩子是这么告诉我的 Yes, from my children.
谢谢你 Well, thank you.
还记得唐的父母给我们的这幅画吗 Remember when Don's parents gave us this painting?
噢 恩 我记得 Oh, yes, I remember.
我记得你先向我推销 然后是苏珊 I remember you tried to pawn it off on me and then Susan and...
然后是二手店 And the Goodwill store.
我才没有 That's not true!
我说的可是实话 That is true.
而且你从来没告诉过唐 And never told Don.
这些东西在你新家都放得下吗 Is all this stuff going to fit in the new house?
我觉得可以 I think so.
这里已经不适合唐了 This place just isn't gonna work for Don.
你们知道的 这里有楼梯 而他坐着轮椅 You know, with all the stairs and him being in a wheelchair.
再说了 新家离教堂也更近点 Plus, the new home is closer to the church.
那样挺好的 That will be nice.
过来看看你的情况 Just came by to check on you. See how you were doing.
你看上去不错 You're looking good.
听说你很快就可以出院了 I hear you're gonna be going home before long.
你走之前 有什么我可以为你做的吗 Anything I can do for you before I go?
你人真好 呢 That's a very fine offer. Um...
我想读点杂志 I wish I had a magazine to read.
真的吗 You do, really?
是的 I think so.
我好久没读杂志了 I haven't read one in a while.
恩 好的 我马上回来 Well, all right. Give me just a minute.
杰·B·铂金斯一名退休的牧师 Jay B. Perkins, a retired minister,
他对我来说就像父亲一样重要 was a powerful father figure to me.
他帮我在教堂顶替我的工作 And I was grateful for his service
我很感激他 to my church while I was incapacitated.
我拿了这些 This ought to do ya.
给你 There you go.
-很谢谢你 我会 -这样你就不会无聊了 Thank you much. I'll... That'll keep you busy.
-我一会就读 -恩 I'll read them a bit later. Yeah.
还有什么我可以做的吗 Anything else I can do?
不 不用了 谢谢 No, that's... That's all I need. Thank you.
打开心门 You know, when you open the door
接受别人的帮助 and let somebody do something nice for you,
也不是那么困难的 是吗 turns out not to be so hard after all, huh?
你是对的 杰·B You were right, Jay B.
我以为 I thought that
我不应该让别人承担 relieving people of the responsibility of having to care for me
照顾我的责任 was the right thing to do.
我错了 It wasn't.
他们也无能为力 They would heal me if they could
所以他们用力所能及的方式 and since they can't do that, they were caring for me in...
在尽力照顾我 In the only way that they can.
我拒绝了他们的好意 I have denied them the...
而这本是上帝的恩赐 The blessing of caring.
你告诉我真相 是因为你足够爱我 You've loved me enough to tell me the truth.
我不会忘记的 I won't forget it.
我从来没有忘记 And I never have.
在做了34次手术 After 34 surgeries
住院将近4个月后 and nearly four months in the hospital,
格雷德医生批准我出院 Dr. Greider said I could go home.
拜 谢谢你们 Bye, thank you.
格雷德医生 Dr. Greider.
等一下 Hold up a second.
告诉我 Tell me something.
我出事那晚 情况有多糟 Just how bad was I when they brought me in the night of the accident?
我遇到过更惨的 I've seen worse.
但是他们没挺过来 But they didn't live.
谢谢你 先生 Thank you, sir.
自那天起 我们成为了好朋友 He would become a friend of mine from that day forward.
-拜 克里斯蒂 -拜 Bye, Christy. Bye.
你出院的时候 记得打电话给我 I want you to call me when you get out of here.
我会的 Will do.
嗨 爸爸 Hi. Daddy!
嘿 爸爸 Hey, Dad!
你觉得我们的新家怎么样 How do you like the new house?
你觉得怎么样 What do you think?
欢迎回家 爸爸 欢迎回家 Welcome home, Daddy, welcome home.
我回家了 I think I'm home.
那里是厨房 There's the kitchen.
你倒牛奶了吗 我还是自己来吧 Did you put milk in it? I'm just gonna do this.
我知道 I know.
-好吃吗 -嗯哼 Is it good? Mmm-hmm.
闻起来很香 Smells good in there.
你为什么不 我们来玩个游戏 Why don't you... We're gonna play a game.
好了 准备好了吗 Okay, you ready?
伊娃组织了一个叫做“唐巡逻队”的活动 Eva organized something called the Don Patrol.
教堂成员和朋友来轮流照顾我 A group of church members and friends who took care of me
她继续教书 以确保我们的保险还付得起 so that she could teach and we could keep our insurance.
唐巡逻队早上9点就到了 我还在睡觉 The Don Patrol would arrive around 9:00 while I was still sleeping.
早上好 Good morning.
我醒的时候 不是有人 I might awake to see one of the Susans
在我床尾的沙发上织毛衣 knitting on the couch at the end of my bed.
就是有人拿着牙刷 在等我刷牙 Or someone would be there with a toothbrush so I could brush my teeth.
很好 Looking good.
很多次 我还没刷完牙 她就把果汁准备好了 Often times holding the glass of juice before I was done doing that.
甚至有人还给我送来电动剃刀 Maybe even offering an electric shaver.
好吧 我从来看见过这个 All right, I've never actually used one of these before.
很简单的 It's pretty simple.
你知道吗 这个根本没用 You know what, it doesn't actually work.
还有人为我准备了丰盛的午餐 And a big lunch.
火鸡三明治 Turkey sandwich,
燕麦饼干 泡菜 oatmeal cookie, pickles.
这些嫩泡菜你一定得尝一下 You can't pass up baby pickles.
-我吃苹果吧 -好吧 I'll take the apple. Okay.
有时候一睁眼 就看见他在读报纸 Another friend might be reading the newspaper,
而且还总是想要读给我听 ready to entertain me.
想要我读什么都可以 Yeah, whatever you need.
如果你想的话 我还可以为你唱歌 I'll even sing for you if you want.
还有一些客人 真是够自在的 Some guests would even make themselves quite comfortable.
嘿 蝴蝶 Hey, Butterfly.
过来 Come here.
蝴蝶 不要 Butterfly, no!
哩 Hey!
嗨 亲爱的 今天还好吗 Hi, honey. Everything okay?
嗯哼 Uh-huh.
你确定? You sure?
恩 Yeah.
这里有尿尿的味道 It smells like pee in here.
我知道 是狗干的 I know. It was the dog.
如果你尿裤子了 也没关系 It's okay if you can't make it to the bathroom.
是狗干的 It was the dog.
蝴蝶? Butterfly?
嘿 爸爸 Hey, Dad.
加油 Come on.
你可以的 You can do it.
我做到了 I did it.
我能走路了 I walked!
我能走路了 I walked.
噢 上帝 我能走路了 Oh, Lord, I walked.
发生什么了 发生什么了 What's going on? What's happening?
-夫人 -唐在哪里 Ma'am. Where's Don?
-夫人 -我丈夫在哪 Ma'am. Where's my husband?
夫人 这是一起私人事件 Ma'am. I'd like for you to consider this as a private matter.
-私人? -私人 Private? Private.
-这是我家 -嘿 This is my house. Hey.
我什么没见过 I've seen it all.
估计你没见过这个 Bet you haven't seen this yet.
你怎么了 What's going on?
我 呃 我把固定器卡在马桶上了 I, uh, got my fixator stuck to the toilet seat.
噢 Oh.
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
今天真美好 This is a perfect day.
上帝赐予了我这么多 我根本不值得 God has given me children so much better than I deserve.
我要如何报答你 是你把他们带到了我身边 How can I ever thank you for all they mean to me?
你活着就是给我最大的礼物 You being alive is the gift.
爸爸 和我跳支舞好吗 Dad, will you dance with me?
噢 甜心 我很想 但是 Oh, sweetie, I'd like to, but...
拜托了 爸爸 Please, Dad.
-我觉得我做不到 -拜托了 I don't think I can. Please?
扶我站起来 I need you to help me up here.
大卫 David!
你怎么来了 What are you doing here?
我来城里参加教堂活动 I'm in town for a discipleship weekend.
事实上 我是想来你家陪陪你 It's the excuse I use to come into the house and spend time with you.
谢谢你 朋友 Thank you for your friendship.
也谢谢你对上帝的忠诚 And your relentless commitment to prayer.
这是我应该做的 唐 你现在感觉怎么样 Of course, Don. How you feeling now?
很疼 In pain.
但是我已经习惯了 But I'm always in pain.
现在问题不是这个 That's... That's not the worst part of it for me right now.
有些事情 我身体已经不允许我做了 There are things I can't physically do anymore.
我不确定 上帝是否还希望我回教堂继续做牧师 I'm not sure that God wants me to continue at South Park.
我知道人们很爱我 他们需要我 I feel loved and needed there,
但是我不确定 这份工作还适合我 but I'm not sure it's where I should be.
从这起事故和治疗这段期间 你学到了什么 What did you learn from your accident and your recovery experience?
让别人走进我心里 Letting other people inside.
接受别人的帮助 Allowing others to help me.
但是 在这段痛苦沮丧的日子里 But in the midst of all the suffering and despondency,
大卫 David,
我意识到 天堂是真实存在的 I've learned that heaven is real.
你什么意思 What do you mean by that?
那天我死了 I died that day.
下一秒 我站在天堂门口 The next moment, I stood in heaven.
你为什么之前没说过这个 Why haven't you mentioned this before?
有两个原因 I have two very good reasons for that.
第一如果我到处告诉别人 我去过了天堂 Number one, I go around talking about having been to heaven,
人们会觉得我疯了 people will think I'm nuts.
你为什么会这样想 Why would you think that?
-你告诉我了 -第二 You just told me. Number two...
-我不觉得你疯了 -第二 I don't think you're nuts. Number two.
我不想告诉别人我的这次经历 I don't want to go over that experience again.
它太神圣 对我太重要 It's too personal, too special.
是我的秘密 It's my sacred secret.
有没有可能 上帝把你送去天堂 Is it possible that God took you to heaven,
然后又把你送回人间 brought you back,
是为了让你能够和别人分享这次经历 so that you could share your experience with others?
你难道没意识到 这能给予人们多大的精神支持吗 Don't you realize what a powerful encouragement you could be?
我们做个约定 I want you to make a covenant with me.
什么约定 What kind of a covenant?
很简单 It's simple.
把你的故事 Find someone you trust.
分享给一个你相信的人 观察他们的反应 Share a little bit about your story just to gauge their response.
如果他们觉得你疯了 或是你出现幻觉了 If they think you're crazy or you hallucinated,
我保证 我保证你以后都不用再向别人提起 I promise, I promise you never have to talk about it again.
但是如果他们感到很高兴 But if they rejoice with you
希望你告诉他们更多细节 那这就是 and urge you to tell them more,I want you to take it as a sign.
上帝的意旨 A sign that God wants you to talk about
上帝希望你别人共享这个经历 those 90 minutes you spent in heaven.
我可以做到这些 I think I can do that much.
什么时候 When?
很快 Soon.
我保证 I promise.
很快 对吗 Very soon, right?
好吧 很快 All right, very soon.
-嗨 亲爱的 -嗨 亲爱的 Hi, honey. Hi, darling.
嘿 大卫 很开心见到你 Hey, David. Glad you could make it.
就现在 Soon as in now.
亲爱的 Honey?
恩 Yes.
亲爱的 我想告诉你件事 Darling, I want to tell you something.
什么事 What's that?
还记得我出城 去参加教堂会议那天吗 Remember the day I left for the convention?
嗯哼 Uh-huh.
那个早晨一直在我脑海里反复播放 Well, that morning just plays over and over in my head.
你告诉我 你欠我 And you said, "I owe you."
恩 没错 Yes. And I do.
事实上 我觉得是我欠你 Well, in fact, I think I owe you.
噢 我知道 Oh, don't I know it.
你终于承认了 I've been waiting a long time for that.
我欠你一个解释 I owe you an explanation.
亲爱的 你能坐下来吗 Darling, would you sit down for a second?
拜托 Please.
你知道的 事故发生后我死了 You know, I died in that accident.
我醒来后 When I woke up,
发现自己到了天堂 I was in heaven.
你去天堂了? You went to heaven?
恩 Yes.
继续说 Tell me more.
我死的时候 When I died,
我并没有穿越长长的黑暗的隧道 I didn't flow through a long dark tunnel or...
我失去了生命和死亡的意识 I had no sense of fading away or coming back.
我也没有听到别人叫我的声音 I heard no voices calling to me or anything like that.
我看着那座桥 Simultaneous with my last recollection of seeing the bridge,
大雨瓢泼 the rain,
一束光出现在我头顶 a light enveloped me
其美丽程度 无法用语言来描述 with a brilliance beyond earthly comprehension or description.
下一秒 我意识到 In my next moment of awareness,
我来到了天堂 I was standing in heaven.
一切都是那么完美 It was perfect.
我立刻意识到 我将无欲无求 And I knew right then I would have no needs and never would again.
我把地球和我的爱人都抛之脑后了 I didn't even think of Earth or of those left behind.
尽管我没亲眼看见耶稣 Though I did not see Jesus face-to-face,
我却能感觉到他无处不在 I did sense his presence at every turn.
我看见了很多的老友 And I did see people I had known.
他们一起朝我走来 As they surged towards me,
我立即意识到 他们都是先我离开人世的 I knew instantly that all of them had died during my lifetime.
他们的出现很自然 Their presence seemed absolutely natural.
我感觉不到任何痛苦 It was as if God had removed anything negative or worrisome
和焦虑 from my consciousness.
看到他们 我心中充满了喜悦 And I could only rejoice at being together with these wonderful people.
唐尼 你来加入我们 这真是太好了 Donnie, I'm so excited you're here to join us.
我看见了外公 I saw Papa.
他生前大家都叫他乔 You know, my grandfather that everyone called Joe.
我听见了他的声音 感手到了他的拥抱 I heard his voice and felt his embrace.
他在家中突发心脏病 I'd been with him when he'd suffered a heart attack at home
而后被送上救护车 我都寸步不离地守着他 and had ridden with him in the ambulance.
我站在医院急诊室门口 I'd been standing just outside the emergency room at the hospital
医生走出来 when the doctor walked out and faced me.
摇摇头 轻声说 The doctor shook his head and said softly,
我们尽力了 抱歉 "We did everything we could."
我在他们中间前行 As I walked among them,
我意识到他们每个人年龄都不一样 I became aware of the wide variety of ages.
有老有少 还有青年人 中年人 Old and young and every age in between.
他们在地球上的时候 并不是互相都认识 Many of them hadn't known each other on Earth,
但是冥冥中 他们都以某种方式影响到了我的人生 but each had influenced my life in some way.
即使他们曾经并不认识彼此 Even though they hadn't met on Earth,
他们现在却很亲近 they seemed to know each other now.
其中一个和我打招呼的是 麦克·伍德 我童年时期的朋友 One person in the greeting committee was Mike Wood, my childhood friend.
他小时候很受欢迎 他是我的英雄 He was a popular kid and became a hero to me
因为他是一个虔诚的基督徒 总是向别人传授上帝的真理 because he lived the Christian lifestyle and often talked about it.
高中毕业后 麦克获得了路易斯安那州立大学的全额奖学金 After high school, Mike received a full scholarship to Louisiana State University.
他19岁的时候 因车祸而去世 When he was 19, Mike was killed in a car wreck.
我参加他葬礼的时候 觉得我这辈子再也无法停止哭泣 When I attended his funeral, I wondered if I would ever stop crying.
我不理解为什么上帝要把他如此虔诚的信徒带走 I couldn't understand why God had taken such a dedicated disciple.
这么多年来 Through the years since then,
我一直无法忘记失去他的痛苦和失落 I had never been able to forget that pain and sense of loss.
我看见了高中同学 巴尔里·威尔森 Then I saw Barry Wilson who had been a classmate in high school,
他后来溺水而亡 but later drowned in a lake.
巴尔里的笑容是那么幸福 让我难以置信 Barry's smile radiated a happiness I didn't know was possible.
我看见了外婆 哈蒂·曼 And I saw my great-grandmother, Hattie Mann.
我认识她的时候 她已经患上了骨质疏松症 As a child, I knew her only after she had developed osteoporosis.
她无法直立行走 Her head and her shoulders were always bent forward
总是驼着背 giving her a sort of humped appearance.
但是奇妙的是 她在天堂里 是如此健康美丽 But the beautiful thing is she didn't carry these burdens in heaven.
天堂是如此美妙 Heaven was many things,
不用怀疑 它是最辉煌的家族团聚 but without a doubt it was the greatest family reunion of all.
我前行时 心中充满了敬畏 A holy awe came over me as I stepped forward.
我对前方是什么 毫不知情 I had no idea what lay ahead.
但是每走一步 我都能感觉到前方会越来越美好 But I sensed that with each step I took, it would grow more wondrous.
我听见了音乐 And I heard the music.
上千只翅膀一齐翩翩飞舞 I can only describe it as a holy swoosh of wings.
我不得不赞美 But I'd have to magnify that thousands of times
在我四周环绕 余音袅袅 to explain the effect of the sound in heaven.
这是我听到过的最美丽的声音 It was the most beautiful and pleasant sound I'd ever heard.
我看见了一道明亮的彩虹 I saw a bright iridescence.
我往门内偷偷望去 向往着里面的景色 I peered through the gate yearning to see what lay beyond.
我心中毫无焦虑担忧 It wasn't an anxious yearning,
我内心平静安宁 but a peaceful openness to experience
等待着进入崇高无上的天堂 all of the grace and joy of heaven.
此时此刻 我意识到了 At that very moment, I was about to realize
全人类的最终渴望和追求 the yearning of every human heart.
我站在天堂门前 即将踏入光芒四射的大门 I was in heaven, ready to go through the pearlescent gates.
然后 就在我到达天堂大门前的那一刻 Then, just as suddenly as I'd arrived at the gates of heaven,
我回到了人间 I left there.
在医院里 I spent a lot of time in the hospital
我一直想不通这一切到底是怎么回事 trying to make sense of all of this.
我不想再回到人间 所以才会那么沮丧抑郁 I was paralyzed by the notion of not wanting to return.
为什么要回来承受如此多的痛苦呢 I mean, why come back to this much pain?
现在我懂了 I think now I know.
我也是 I do, too.
我是时候回去教堂了 I believe it's time for me to go back to church.
我也这么觉得 I believe that, too.
你把这件事告诉过其他人吗 Have you told anyone else about this?
恩 大卫 Yes. David.
我没第一个告诉你 你会难过吗 Are you hurt that I didn't tell you first?
不会 No.
我很高兴 I feel elated to know.
我重新认识了我的丈夫是个什么样的人 Because it enables me to understand the man to whom I'm married.
伊娃 Eva...
恩 Yes.
伊娃 Eva,
你没有义务为我做这么多 no one should have to do the things that you had to do for me.
但是你 But you did them,
坚定地 毫不犹豫地为我做了这么多 faithfully, compassionately and without hesitation.
这段时间里 You come closest
我有多痛苦 只有你最了解 to really knowing how painful this journey has been for me.
每一天 Each day
你都在和我共同承担 you endured it with me.
伊娃 Eva,
你是上帝赐予我的礼物 you are my gift from God.
终于能够回教堂 我很激动 I was so enthusiastic about finally returning to South Park.
我大部分时间都躺在床上 I hadn't been out of bed for more than an hour at a time, and,
我高估了自己的身体状况 突然感觉非常疲劳 well, I overestimated my endurance and suddenly felt incredibly fatigued.
但是 大家热烈的欢迎 Yet, the overwhelming response from the congregation gave me
给了我新的力量 a new burst of strength.
我意识到 And I knew right then that their praise
他们的祈祷一直在无形中帮助着我 was for God's work and my healing.
从夏令营 It's only taken me
回到教堂 five months
只花了我5个月的时间 to get from the conference at Trinity Pines back to church.
尽管我前进得很慢 但是我从来没有丢失过信仰 I may be slow, but I'm faithful.
教会希望你能发表点言论 They would like for you to say something to the congregation.
伊娃 我觉得我错了 我做不到 Eva, I think I made a mistake. I don't think I can do this.
你可以的 You can.
我还没准备好 I'm not sure if I'm ready.
你准备好了 You are.
我们在等你呢 唐 Let's hear it, Don.
说点什么吧 唐 拜托了 Say something, Don, please.
是你们的祷告 You prayed.
把我带回了人间 I'm here.
他在那儿 There he is.
嘿 唐 唐 Hey, Don! Don!
嘿 Hey!
-你挺过来了 -恩 You've made it. Yeah.
看到你真高兴 It's so good to see you.
我现在还活着 是因为你替我祈祷了 I believe that I'm alive today because you prayed me back to Earth.
这样吧 你请我吃午餐 我们就扯平了 Tell you what. You buy me lunch, we'll call it even.
好吧 没问题 All right, it's a deal.
没错 That's right.
我当然不知道要怎么进去 I couldn't figure out how to get inside,
所以我把后备箱撬开 so I just pried open the trunk,
搬走后座 爬到你旁边 knocked down the back seat and crawled in that way.
但是我替你祈祷的时候 我并不知道那人是你 But even when I was praying with you, I didn't know it was you.
而且 没人能从那种情况下生还 Besides, no one lives through that.
我恢复意识后 Well, in my first moments of consciousness,
立刻意识到两件事 two things stand out.
第一 First,
我在唱歌 I was singing.
-我从来不唱歌的 -没错 I don't sing. No.
“耶稣是我亲爱朋友” What a Friend We Have in Jesus.
第二是 迪克爬进了车里 And the second was that Dick had climbed into the car with me
他紧紧地握着我的手 and his hand had gripped mine and held it tight.
我很清楚地意识到迪克正在车里 But the one thing that is absolutely clear was Dick being in the car
和我一起祈祷 and praying with me.
是的 他的确在车里和你一起祈祷了 That's true. He did get in the car and prayed with you.
但是 唐 他没有握着你的手 But, Don, he never held your hand.
没有 Nope.
但是我记得很清楚 I remember it so clearly, though.
连细节都记得很清楚 It was one of the most vivid details.
不是真的 这是不可能的 It didn't happen. It was physically impossible.
我当时根本不可能 There's just no physical way possible
够到你的右手 I could have reached your right hand.
但是 But...
我发誓 我 But I swear, I...
有人当时的确在握着你的手 Someone was holding your hand.
但是不是迪克 But it wasn't Dick.
迪克·欧内科尔至始至终都是一个虔诚的祈祷者 Dick Onerecker was a real prayer warrior before and after the accident.
那次事故以后 He would pass away only a few years
没有几年 他就去世了 after praying for me on that bridge.
坐这 孩子们 Okay, you guys, right in here.
-嘿 亲爱的 亲爱的 -恩? Hey, darling. Darling. Darling. Yeah?
-我马上回来 -好 I'll be right back. Okay.
天啊 这肯定很痛 是吧 Boy, that really hurts, doesn't it?
恩 很痛 Yeah, it hurts very much.
恩 我知道 Yeah, I know.
相信我 我知道 Believe me, I know.
真的吗 You do?
恩 我也用过 Yeah. I had one, too.
真的痛死了 It's horrible.
我知道 It's just horrible.
你很痛苦 我知道 It's awful, I know that.
我左腿戴了11个月 I wore one on my left leg for 11 months.
没人能理解我 Nobody ever understands.
他们理解不了 Well, they can't.
这种感觉 It's not something you can talk about
不是你告诉别人 别人就能理解的 and have anyone understand your pain.
-我是唐 -马克 I'm Don. I'm Mark.
马克 Well, Mark,
你遇到了一个 理解你现在正承受着的 you just met someone who does understand the pain
痛苦和挫折的人 and the discouragement you're going through.
我不知道我能不能挺过去 I don't know if I'm gonna make it.
噢 你会的 Oh... You'll make it.
你会的 嘿 You're gonna make it. Hey.
嘿 相信我 你会挺过去的 Hey, trust me. You'll make it.
发生什么了 What happened?
滑雪的时候出了意外 I had a skiing accident.
你是橄榄球运动员吗 You're a football player?
是的 先生 Yes, sir.
我告诉你 I'm gonna tell you something.
总有一天 你会站起来 One day, you will walk again.
你可能不能再打橄榄球了 但是你可以走路 You might not be playing football, but you'll walk.
这是我的名片 号码在这 Here's my card. Number's right there.
24小时你都可以打给我 好吗 You can call me anytime day or night, 24 hours a day. All right?
我现在要走回我家人身边去 Now, I'm gonna walk back over there to my family.
你好好看着我 I want you to watch me
记住 总有一天 and as you watch, I want you to know that
你也可以站起来走路的 one day you will walk, too.
你估计会走得比我还好呢 You'll probably do it better than I do.
如果你将来遇到一个有相同经历的人 You met someone who understands.
打电话告诉我 好吗 Give me a call, all right?
谢谢你 谢谢你 Thank you. Thank you.
太感谢你了 Thank you so much.
嘿 这是上帝的意旨 Hey, it's not about me.
在我出事之前 Before I died on that bridge,
我不确定我的人生目标是什么 I was unsure of what my purpose was.
现在我很清楚地知道了 Now I see it more clearly.
我的使命是 向别人传播希望的种子 Ministering and sharing the hope I found.
超过25年前 Over 25 years ago,
那辆大卡车在桥上夺去了我的生命 that big truck took my life on that old bridge.
我不再是之前的我了 I am not the man I used to be.
我被挫折打倒过 I have been beaten up,
但是我重新站了起来 but I'm not beaten.
我选择不怨天尤人 I have chosen to be not bitter,
而是振作起来 but better.
这的确是一个选择 And it is a choice.
我生命里的每一天 我都会问 Every day of my life, I still ask the same question
当年我在医院病床上每天都问自己的问题 that I asked in that bed, that hospital bed, every day.
噢 上帝 为什么 "Oh, Lord, why?"
为什么你让我看见天堂后 又把我送回人间 "Why did you let me see heaven and take it away from me?"
我相信那是因为 我今天可以站在这里 I believe it is so that I could be here with you today
当面告诉你 and tell you to your face,
上帝会回答人们的祷告 God still answers prayer.
上帝仍然是奇迹 God is still in the miracle business today.
上帝能让我们过上更幸福的生活 God is able to help us find a new normal,
帮助我们度过困难时期 and overcome tragedy and loss, pain and suffering.
上帝为我们准备了一个更好的地方 And God is building us a better place.
天堂是真的 Heaven is real.
我可能无法与你们 I may not meet you here,
在世界的这边相遇 this side of heaven.
所以我祈祷 如果我们在这边不能与你相遇 So, my prayer for you today is, if I don't meet you here,
希望有一天 我们能在天堂门口 one day I want to see you there
相遇 at the gates.
愿上帝永存人们心中 And may God help us to be found faithful until that day.